1heartapart (1heartapart) wrote in i_rock_out,
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the truth i try to deny

I am a girl with disbeliefs
I don’t trust anyone
Except for me
I don’t believe in love and never will
I’ve had years of therapy
And I hate everyone still
I know I’m not sexy
But I don’t care what you think of me

“chorus”
I’m anti make-up anti-happy anti-girl
I don’t think nice can get you anywhere in this world
I’ve lost it all including my sanity
I can’t decide how I want to be
I fear the world and I fear the mirror
My friends betrayed me
I don’t know what they were good for
I act like a bad ass
But cry like a bitch
My family’s poor as hell
But I dress like I’m rich
Just so you know this isn’t supposed to make sense

I not the stereotype of girls my age
I take five minutes to get ready for a date
My hair color doesn’t exist
I’ll only know if I can find where it is
Seventeen and bald isn’t my ideal life
You wouldn’t know that
Since I make it look tight
You see I didn’t grow up all right

“chorus”
I’m anti make-up anti-happy anti-girl
I don’t think nice can get you anywhere in this world
I’ve lost it all including my sanity
I can’t decide how I want to be
I fear the world and I fear the mirror
My friends betrayed me
I don’t know what they were good for
I act like a bad ass
But cry like a bitch
My family’s poor as hell
But I dress like I’m rich
Just so you know this isn’t supposed to make sense

I once was the girl
That every guy wanted to date
And every girl envied her with hate
But sadly only one of those stayed
Now I’m the kind of girl that stuffs her face
Who doesn’t care what the scale says she weighs
Though if she did you wouldn’t know
Keeps her disappointment on the down low

“chorus”
I’m anti make-up anti-happy anti-girl
I don’t think nice can get you anywhere in this world
I’ve lost it all including my sanity
I can’t decide how I want to be
I fear the world and I fear the mirror
My friends betrayed me
I don’t know what they were good for
I act like a bad ass
But cry like a bitch
My family’s poor as hell
But I dress like I’m rich
Just so you know this isn’t supposed to make sense
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